Dreams and reality (PART 3)

Well 12th grade exams were finally over... nd my longest ever vacation which would ever be possible over my entire lifetime waz on.....had almost like 5 months ... nd had great plans so as to drain all the stress nd horror tht i had been through!!!

My results were like 2 months away then.. nd i juss wanted to chill out.. bindaas without havin any tension of gettin up at 4 nd preparing chits for my physics exam.. well thnk god those days were gone ...so to spend my vacation i wnt off to b'lore for a month if i rememb rite.. had a balst thr wid cousins.... nd yea happy days were actually bck again... but well those days were not supposed to stay wid me for long.. nd i knew it.. well i thought my results would at least take 2months.. but those freaking cbse chucks huh kya bolun yaar... itni bhi kya jaldi thi... yea thy announced it a month earlier spoiling 1 month of my vacation... well i knew those happy days were gone thn...

I fared pretty well in those exams actually getting a first class which waz like a distinction for me... i waz totally relieved... coz u never knw with these central boards.... u might end up gettin 80 for a paper u've attempted for 40... nd vice versa.... depending on how ur luck is.... welll i wouldn want to mention my luck at this stage though.....

however there waz one proud moment for me i got 84 in english :D .... nd i actually topped in my entire school .... nd believe me i hav no idea hw i got 84 in english... nd tht too in cbse.... no doubt my english papers always go well .... but 84 common.. thts a little too much... m sure the examiner must hav got some gud news.... may be he became a father or sumthin :P ... i donno who cares.. wether he became a father or his wife divorced him.... i waz hppy coz at the finall stage of my schooling .. even i had topped in a subject,.... so tht waz like really cool ... :D


Well as soon as my results were out people started pouncing on me ... "bolo beta aage kyaa karne ka iraadha hai" ... well i wish i could say plzz give me some space...... i dont want to do anythin .. juss let me live my life.. whts ur prob... but yea i couldn do tht... but i juss wanted to get away from science... so i waz like i'll do BBA.... nd the same person who had told me tht after 12th if u wish to get out of science u may... nd guess wht he said this time " r u mad.... whts wrong with u .. u slogged for 2 years taking up science nd nw ur thinking of commerce?"
Well i seriously wanted to give it bck to him.. but again respect u see... nd the worst part waz the ppl who were giving me advices were'nt fcknin qualified themselves.... so i waz like gr8 ...


Well later luckily my dad managed to understand wht i actually waz thinking.. nd he told me some really cool courses.... He started off with a course in gemology at the GIA .. thts the gemological institute of america... nd i dint even think for a moment...... YEA!!! tht sounds gr8... well i wasnt too bothered with the course.. coz i knew its not gonna trouble me much... nd btw i waz gonna be in states ... and i waz like cool man... hppy days r back...


Well things didnt stay cool though... with complete different opinions from everyone.. especially relatives back home in india.. even my mom she wasnt interested either.... but m sure those gr8 relatives of mine were the one's who brain washed my mom... so yea my dreams of going to USA were all over...

Well i still tried though ... again my dad told me bout a course in hospitality management in switzerland... i dint object here as well... waz vry hppy...... but thn i realised /... tht i would hav to change the bedsheets and stuff.. clean the room .. nd all kinda crap.... fck man... i cant do all tht.. is tht supposed to be a course.. or thy juss want servants who could pay thm... nd well yea rite hospitality from me... hehehe .. well tht waz surely a bad option....

So well i had nothin more to say... nd every1 were like engineering... the word itself gave me shivers..... but thn i couldn object nw.. it waz too late...
I finally agreed to go ahead with engineering in banagalore...........

Well none of my dreams were thr... i stopped dreaming since thn .... so my next title would juss be reality nd no dreams!!!!

dreams and reality (PART2)

nw it wazz time for me to decide on wht am i supposed to take science or commerce...!!! i waznt interested in either of thm... but i always knew tht commerce is much suitable for me so tht i can live life happily... but i guess someone right on top juss wanted me to do the opposite of whtever i thought of doin.... nd all my elders... elders doesn mean juss parents.. every1... all family frnds... all those great advisor's told me tht "beta science karo... bahuth scope hai aage" scope??? bullshit scope man.. saaleh yahaan pe 10th mushkil se paas ki hai.. yeh log mujhe jeene bh nahi denge... huh!!!nd i waz like gr8.... m screwed.. big time.. nd i still tried opposing tht fact.. but it never worked..nd again later they were like " thik hai beta abhi science karlo... 12th ke baad agar tumhe commerce field main jaana hai tho jao" ... well tht actually dint make any sense to me... but i accepted to enter hell!!!

nd well hell it waz... looking at those books gave me a headache...I took computers instead of biology coz i dint want to give my parents nd family frnds dreams of me being a doctor!!!

nd for starts in 11th grade i flunked in chemistry and maths during the first termainal exam.. nd m sure my parents were like isko kyon daala science main!!!! :D... but seriously tht waz the first time i actualy flunked.. nd i waz feeling really sick.. so i thought thik hai yaar... ve entered hell let me get out of it as soon as possible.... nd later things did improve managed to clear 11th not with flying colours but thy were sufficient for me...

Well this waz the time whn gurls started entering my life from all corners....but me being a very shy kind of a guy.. it had to be for the gurls to come nd start off a conversation.. ;)
nd luckily thts exactly wht happened.. nd they did... so things started hapening nd made some gr8 frnds with whom m still in contact with...

Well days went by... exams came agin to make my life horrible... i had enough distractions in my life... aur uske upar yeh exams.. kya kartha .... i knew tht i better get my heads down... nd get goin... coz i knew if i did the same as i did whn i waz in 10th i'll surely flunk...

well i must say i did start as usual late thts as soon as i got my prep leave started ... around 20 dys if i rememb .... 5 days went off to decide how? whn? wht ? ... but the remaining 15 days i must say i did work hard... people around me were shocked ... esp my parents .. my brother.. coz for the first time in my life i waz actually workin hard .... well i had to its a CBSE 12th grade exam,.. nd thy juss love screwing their students... exams keep getting tougher year by year... nd believe me i again never wanted my face in the newspaper... i juss wantd to pass.......

Well my frist exam "physics" i wasn actually bad at this ... among all ,this waz my fav... i mean i did manage to understand the concepts... not like chem which i still dont understand which idiot created... thr cant b a more terrifying subject thn chem....

well after all sleeples nights , the night bfor the exam at 1 am i thought ill start revising stuff... nd well i juss couldn rememb any dam crap... i swear... i waz almost in tears.. i couldn belive whts happenig.. nd thn wht... went up to dad nd mom.. almost gave thm a heart attack ,,, " m sorry i don rememb anythin" hahahah ya thts exactly wht i told thm.... well thy knew thrs no point firing at me again .. thy juss told me to sleep nw.. nd juss write whtever u knw... i did sleep but thn again got up at 5:30 ..... nd i knew ill get screwed badly i better switch to the criminal phase,,,

Yea i did make chits for a board exam tht too 12th .. :D iknw its hard to believe... but my situation waz such... nd i did hav some practice...coz i waz like cheating for two successive years... 11th and 12th... so i waz quite confident of carrying the chits with me...but its totally different to carry it during a board exam whr u'll hv to write it in another exam centre ...

Well finally it waz my turn to write the physics exam..... nd i juss entered school .. all my friends locked completely into their books..,.. nd i wz with my chits... juss keepin it at differnet angles too see which would actually give me the best view... well ya it really needs practice cos i waz carrying 3 of thm..

hmm it waz like half an hour to go for us to leave for sharjah indian school which waz our so called exam centre.. nd the class teacher entered our class.. nd she waz like i hope evry1s got their hall ticket...

Well yea u guessed it right i waz soo into my chits tht i had actually not got my hall ticket... teacher rite in front of me... but tht dint stop me from sayin "holy shit i dint get it" !!!! nd she waz u idiot "do something". nd wht the hell would i do... i knew i had to call my dad nd for sure get ready for another firing.... nd yea i did tht.... luckily he got it.. m sure he must hav driven his car like schumi!!!

So wow... i knew my paper for sure is gonna go bad... with the start tht i had for it... however the papers arrived nd i successfully managed to use all my 3 chits .. i seriously consider u need talent nd guts nd confidence to use chits.. its not tht easy.... nd yea for any1 writing exams DONT TRY THIS!!! :D well as expected it waz an extremely tough paper...i knew tht i'll pass but it waz all thnks to those chits tht i used :) nd as proof for my parents.. it came down at gulf news paper.. saying tht "CBSE 12TH GRADE PHYSICS PAPER FOUND TOUGH" with all students and parents commenting of how tough the paper really was... it waz like a sigh of relief for me tht i wasn the only guy who found it tough!!!!

Well later i did use chits for all the remaining exams except english... nd thy went pretty well... i mean not like 80 % nd stuff.. i would clear it easily... so i waz fine at the end of my last exam. nd i knew tht finally I VE GOT OUT OF HELL!!!!!!!!!!!!

dreams nd reality!!!(PART 1)

As i start off m already a so called engineer [:P] its been three months nw tht i havnt seen the face of my college... nd really god knws how time flew by... i juss feel tht it waz yesterday whn i finished my 12th grade nd thinking wht to do in life....

Well i waz never a studious guy... nd forget bout being studious i waz never ever interested in studies...nd i cant believe i ended up taking science nd later on engineering.. wow ..

Since i started to understand whts on tv.. nd i managed to understand the game of cricket... i always wanted to be someone like a sachin tendulkar or a rahul dravid... nd tht was like my only passion in life.. though i wasnt too gud at it... i had gr8 dreamss :P

hmm i used to keep playin with my cricket bat...imagining tht i m facing waqar younis and wasim akram and smashing thm all around the park for boundaries... :D

However one fine day ... it all came to an end.. whn accidentally imagining that i am facing shane warne i came right down the track smacked him for a six... nd thn wht do i see ..holy f*** whn my bat came down it actually broke the glass tea poy.... well it dint break completely but thr waz a crack.. so i slowly went bck to my room as if nothing had happened .. unfortunately i dint knw my mom waz much smarter thn me ... ;) as i had expected news wnt off to my hot tempered dad ... nd yaar jo normallly hota hai ... bahuth maar khaaya,... nd the worst part waz he actually took my bat outside the house... nd i waz like whts he trying to do ??? so whn i juss peeped out.. he waz trying to throw my bat right on the terrace... it waz practically possible cos it waz just a ground floor house.. :D .. but it wasnt tht easy... and me being such a great cricket fan... i cried nd begged my ass off... but my dad he kept trying.. he threw it once... it dint reach the top hehe :D.. nd finally i think it waz the third or fourth attempt whn it finally reached the top of my house...
hmm well tht waz the end of my favourite toy.......


I juss rememb whn i waz in my 10th grade.. i could juss hear my frnds sayin tht thy dint sleep ... thy ve studied 24*7 nd stuff like tht.. nd seriously the case with me waz i hardly waz serious that it actually waz a board exam.. i dint care a f*** bout it.. i used to sleep off at 10 nd get up at 7 whn my bus used to pick me up at 7:30 .... so after all tht, my hardwork could be clearly seen in my results... i got screwed big time... howevr i wasnt too dissapoointed coz i never wanted my photo to be at the newspaper column.. My funda waz either u study soo hard tht ur stupid face is visible in the newspaper..or juss read something and pass!!!
So i waz actually vry happy tht m done with atleast 10th grade...!!!

mY turn to bLoG !!! :O

I always used to think why the hell people tend to blog.... whts the basic point??? and now i basically get it.... coz for the first time in my life i find myself in a situation where i actually have nothin better to do!!!!! so i donno m sure people would be having different perceptions regarding this but for me ppl who blog are completely jobless!!!! [:D] so am I!!!

and the guy who actually inspired me to write somethin like this is my frnd my buddy akshat thapliyal... :D... well i wouldn be able to match up to the way this guy writes nd i wouldn try... nor do i care hw people would think how i write... coz i seriously don give a dam to tht... its only for the people who i knww so closely nd my frnds ny1 in tht matter who knw me pretty well ..nd m doing this juss for me nd all my frnds so tht it may put a smile on their face now nd maybe 10 years down the line...

nd i also hate people who think they r some gr8 english scholars... who use words which thy start hunting from the dictionary... i mean who use really heavy words...
So :) yea u wouldn need a dictionary to read my blog.. coz m gonna make it as simple as possible!!!
nd ya plz do post ur comments gud or bad... both would be appreciated more so gud!!! [:D]

cheers!!!