dreams and reality (PART2)

nw it wazz time for me to decide on wht am i supposed to take science or commerce...!!! i waznt interested in either of thm... but i always knew tht commerce is much suitable for me so tht i can live life happily... but i guess someone right on top juss wanted me to do the opposite of whtever i thought of doin.... nd all my elders... elders doesn mean juss parents.. every1... all family frnds... all those great advisor's told me tht "beta science karo... bahuth scope hai aage" scope??? bullshit scope man.. saaleh yahaan pe 10th mushkil se paas ki hai.. yeh log mujhe jeene bh nahi denge... huh!!!nd i waz like gr8.... m screwed.. big time.. nd i still tried opposing tht fact.. but it never worked..nd again later they were like " thik hai beta abhi science karlo... 12th ke baad agar tumhe commerce field main jaana hai tho jao" ... well tht actually dint make any sense to me... but i accepted to enter hell!!!

nd well hell it waz... looking at those books gave me a headache...I took computers instead of biology coz i dint want to give my parents nd family frnds dreams of me being a doctor!!!

nd for starts in 11th grade i flunked in chemistry and maths during the first termainal exam.. nd m sure my parents were like isko kyon daala science main!!!! :D... but seriously tht waz the first time i actualy flunked.. nd i waz feeling really sick.. so i thought thik hai yaar... ve entered hell let me get out of it as soon as possible.... nd later things did improve managed to clear 11th not with flying colours but thy were sufficient for me...

Well this waz the time whn gurls started entering my life from all corners....but me being a very shy kind of a guy.. it had to be for the gurls to come nd start off a conversation.. ;)
nd luckily thts exactly wht happened.. nd they did... so things started hapening nd made some gr8 frnds with whom m still in contact with...

Well days went by... exams came agin to make my life horrible... i had enough distractions in my life... aur uske upar yeh exams.. kya kartha .... i knew tht i better get my heads down... nd get goin... coz i knew if i did the same as i did whn i waz in 10th i'll surely flunk...

well i must say i did start as usual late thts as soon as i got my prep leave started ... around 20 dys if i rememb .... 5 days went off to decide how? whn? wht ? ... but the remaining 15 days i must say i did work hard... people around me were shocked ... esp my parents .. my brother.. coz for the first time in my life i waz actually workin hard .... well i had to its a CBSE 12th grade exam,.. nd thy juss love screwing their students... exams keep getting tougher year by year... nd believe me i again never wanted my face in the newspaper... i juss wantd to pass.......

Well my frist exam "physics" i wasn actually bad at this ... among all ,this waz my fav... i mean i did manage to understand the concepts... not like chem which i still dont understand which idiot created... thr cant b a more terrifying subject thn chem....

well after all sleeples nights , the night bfor the exam at 1 am i thought ill start revising stuff... nd well i juss couldn rememb any dam crap... i swear... i waz almost in tears.. i couldn belive whts happenig.. nd thn wht... went up to dad nd mom.. almost gave thm a heart attack ,,, " m sorry i don rememb anythin" hahahah ya thts exactly wht i told thm.... well thy knew thrs no point firing at me again .. thy juss told me to sleep nw.. nd juss write whtever u knw... i did sleep but thn again got up at 5:30 ..... nd i knew ill get screwed badly i better switch to the criminal phase,,,

Yea i did make chits for a board exam tht too 12th .. :D iknw its hard to believe... but my situation waz such... nd i did hav some practice...coz i waz like cheating for two successive years... 11th and 12th... so i waz quite confident of carrying the chits with me...but its totally different to carry it during a board exam whr u'll hv to write it in another exam centre ...

Well finally it waz my turn to write the physics exam..... nd i juss entered school .. all my friends locked completely into their books..,.. nd i wz with my chits... juss keepin it at differnet angles too see which would actually give me the best view... well ya it really needs practice cos i waz carrying 3 of thm..

hmm it waz like half an hour to go for us to leave for sharjah indian school which waz our so called exam centre.. nd the class teacher entered our class.. nd she waz like i hope evry1s got their hall ticket...

Well yea u guessed it right i waz soo into my chits tht i had actually not got my hall ticket... teacher rite in front of me... but tht dint stop me from sayin "holy shit i dint get it" !!!! nd she waz u idiot "do something". nd wht the hell would i do... i knew i had to call my dad nd for sure get ready for another firing.... nd yea i did tht.... luckily he got it.. m sure he must hav driven his car like schumi!!!

So wow... i knew my paper for sure is gonna go bad... with the start tht i had for it... however the papers arrived nd i successfully managed to use all my 3 chits .. i seriously consider u need talent nd guts nd confidence to use chits.. its not tht easy.... nd yea for any1 writing exams DONT TRY THIS!!! :D well as expected it waz an extremely tough paper...i knew tht i'll pass but it waz all thnks to those chits tht i used :) nd as proof for my parents.. it came down at gulf news paper.. saying tht "CBSE 12TH GRADE PHYSICS PAPER FOUND TOUGH" with all students and parents commenting of how tough the paper really was... it waz like a sigh of relief for me tht i wasn the only guy who found it tough!!!!

Well later i did use chits for all the remaining exams except english... nd thy went pretty well... i mean not like 80 % nd stuff.. i would clear it easily... so i waz fine at the end of my last exam. nd i knew tht finally I VE GOT OUT OF HELL!!!!!!!!!!!!