Thursday, October 16, 2008

Dreams and reality (PART 3)

Well 12th grade exams were finally over... nd my longest ever vacation which would ever be possible over my entire lifetime waz on.....had almost like 5 months ... nd had great plans so as to drain all the stress nd horror tht i had been through!!!

My results were like 2 months away then.. nd i juss wanted to chill out.. bindaas without havin any tension of gettin up at 4 nd preparing chits for my physics exam.. well thnk god those days were gone ...so to spend my vacation i wnt off to b'lore for a month if i rememb rite.. had a balst thr wid cousins.... nd yea happy days were actually bck again... but well those days were not supposed to stay wid me for long.. nd i knew it.. well i thought my results would at least take 2months.. but those freaking cbse chucks huh kya bolun yaar... itni bhi kya jaldi thi... yea thy announced it a month earlier spoiling 1 month of my vacation... well i knew those happy days were gone thn...

I fared pretty well in those exams actually getting a first class which waz like a distinction for me... i waz totally relieved... coz u never knw with these central boards.... u might end up gettin 80 for a paper u've attempted for 40... nd vice versa.... depending on how ur luck is.... welll i wouldn want to mention my luck at this stage though.....

however there waz one proud moment for me i got 84 in english :D .... nd i actually topped in my entire school .... nd believe me i hav no idea hw i got 84 in english... nd tht too in cbse.... no doubt my english papers always go well .... but 84 common.. thts a little too much... m sure the examiner must hav got some gud news.... may be he became a father or sumthin :P ... i donno who cares.. wether he became a father or his wife divorced him.... i waz hppy coz at the finall stage of my schooling .. even i had topped in a subject,.... so tht waz like really cool ... :D


Well as soon as my results were out people started pouncing on me ... "bolo beta aage kyaa karne ka iraadha hai" ... well i wish i could say plzz give me some space...... i dont want to do anythin .. juss let me live my life.. whts ur prob... but yea i couldn do tht... but i juss wanted to get away from science... so i waz like i'll do BBA.... nd the same person who had told me tht after 12th if u wish to get out of science u may... nd guess wht he said this time " r u mad.... whts wrong with u .. u slogged for 2 years taking up science nd nw ur thinking of commerce?"
Well i seriously wanted to give it bck to him.. but again respect u see... nd the worst part waz the ppl who were giving me advices were'nt fcknin qualified themselves.... so i waz like gr8 ...


Well later luckily my dad managed to understand wht i actually waz thinking.. nd he told me some really cool courses.... He started off with a course in gemology at the GIA .. thts the gemological institute of america... nd i dint even think for a moment...... YEA!!! tht sounds gr8... well i wasnt too bothered with the course.. coz i knew its not gonna trouble me much... nd btw i waz gonna be in states ... and i waz like cool man... hppy days r back...


Well things didnt stay cool though... with complete different opinions from everyone.. especially relatives back home in india.. even my mom she wasnt interested either.... but m sure those gr8 relatives of mine were the one's who brain washed my mom... so yea my dreams of going to USA were all over...

Well i still tried though ... again my dad told me bout a course in hospitality management in switzerland... i dint object here as well... waz vry hppy...... but thn i realised /... tht i would hav to change the bedsheets and stuff.. clean the room .. nd all kinda crap.... fck man... i cant do all tht.. is tht supposed to be a course.. or thy juss want servants who could pay thm... nd well yea rite hospitality from me... hehehe .. well tht waz surely a bad option....

So well i had nothin more to say... nd every1 were like engineering... the word itself gave me shivers..... but thn i couldn object nw.. it waz too late...
I finally agreed to go ahead with engineering in banagalore...........

Well none of my dreams were thr... i stopped dreaming since thn .... so my next title would juss be reality nd no dreams!!!!

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