Well 12th grade exams were finally over... nd my longest ever vacation which would ever be possible over my entire lifetime waz on.....had almost like 5 months ... nd had great plans so as to drain all the stress nd horror tht i had been through!!!
My results were like 2 months away then.. nd i juss wanted to chill out.. bindaas without havin any tension of gettin up at 4 nd preparing chits for my physics exam.. well thnk god those days were gone ...so to spend my vacation i wnt off to b'lore for a month if i rememb rite.. had a balst thr wid cousins.... nd yea happy days were actually bck again... but well those days were not supposed to stay wid me for long.. nd i knew it.. well i thought my results would at least take 2months.. but those freaking cbse chucks huh kya bolun yaar... itni bhi kya jaldi thi... yea thy announced it a month earlier spoiling 1 month of my vacation... well i knew those happy days were gone thn...
I fared pretty well in those exams actually getting a first class which waz like a distinction for me... i waz totally relieved... coz u never knw with these central boards.... u might end up gettin 80 for a paper u've attempted for 40... nd vice versa.... depending on how ur luck is.... welll i wouldn want to mention my luck at this stage though.....
however there waz one proud moment for me i got 84 in english :D .... nd i actually topped in my entire school .... nd believe me i hav no idea hw i got 84 in english... nd tht too in cbse.... no doubt my english papers always go well .... but 84 common.. thts a little too much... m sure the examiner must hav got some gud news.... may be he became a father or sumthin :P ... i donno who cares.. wether he became a father or his wife divorced him.... i waz hppy coz at the finall stage of my schooling .. even i had topped in a subject,.... so tht waz like really cool ... :D
Well as soon as my results were out people started pouncing on me ... "bolo beta aage kyaa karne ka iraadha hai" ... well i wish i could say plzz give me some space...... i dont want to do anythin .. juss let me live my life.. whts ur prob... but yea i couldn do tht... but i juss wanted to get away from science... so i waz like i'll do BBA.... nd the same person who had told me tht after 12th if u wish to get out of science u may... nd guess wht he said this time " r u mad.... whts wrong with u .. u slogged for 2 years taking up science nd nw ur thinking of commerce?"
Well i seriously wanted to give it bck to him.. but again respect u see... nd the worst part waz the ppl who were giving me advices were'nt fcknin qualified themselves.... so i waz like gr8 ...
Well later luckily my dad managed to understand wht i actually waz thinking.. nd he told me some really cool courses.... He started off with a course in gemology at the GIA .. thts the gemological institute of america... nd i dint even think for a moment...... YEA!!! tht sounds gr8... well i wasnt too bothered with the course.. coz i knew its not gonna trouble me much... nd btw i waz gonna be in states ... and i waz like cool man... hppy days r back...
Well things didnt stay cool though... with complete different opinions from everyone.. especially relatives back home in india.. even my mom she wasnt interested either.... but m sure those gr8 relatives of mine were the one's who brain washed my mom... so yea my dreams of going to USA were all over...
Well i still tried though ... again my dad told me bout a course in hospitality management in switzerland... i dint object here as well... waz vry hppy...... but thn i realised /... tht i would hav to change the bedsheets and stuff.. clean the room .. nd all kinda crap.... fck man... i cant do all tht.. is tht supposed to be a course.. or thy juss want servants who could pay thm... nd well yea rite hospitality from me... hehehe .. well tht waz surely a bad option....
So well i had nothin more to say... nd every1 were like engineering... the word itself gave me shivers..... but thn i couldn object nw.. it waz too late...
I finally agreed to go ahead with engineering in banagalore...........
Well none of my dreams were thr... i stopped dreaming since thn .... so my next title would juss be reality nd no dreams!!!!
Thursday, October 16, 2008
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